Has a phrase every come out of your mouth that by the time it was spoken you realized it was a phrase that one of your parents or grandparents had used regularly when you were growing up? This has happened to me from time to time: I'll spit out a saying that my mom would use when I was a kid and more than just that it actually sounds like she would say it, the phrasing and intonation.
Language is a learned ability. Not just what we say but also how we say it. About a year ago I was working on a series of poems. I was trying to figure out how to use line more effectively; how to break and also form the lines to more closely match the voice of my poetry. As I read some of my own poetry out loud to myself I heard something that wasn't necessarily part of my normal speaking voice. When I read my poems out loud I spoke deliberately and with a slow clarity. I spoke with some sort of authority and wonder that one speaks with when speaking of a great mystery that he or she has the privilege of speaking about.
Now don't get my wrong, I don't think my own poetry is necessarily deserving of such a reading, but the voice of my poetry aspired to that. Eventually I realized where this voice had come from. It had come from the years I spent for at least an hour a week listening to the traditional Catholic litanies in St. Mary's church, the large, hollow, wooden church in downtown Iowa City.
The subject matter of most of the poems in the series dealt with the mysteries of the sacred, the human, the created and the creator, so it was no wonder that the voice of the poems was the voice of a litany, as that was the voice I had grownup hearing such mysteries spoken of in.
Below are a few of the poems from my "litany series." In this series I sought a sense of line that both connects each line to the one before it and after it, but also allows the lines to stand on their own. I hope you can enjoy the voice of these poems, as well as the images and the mysteries they are meant to explore.
Litany: Creation Takes Image
WE says God-
make them like US.
And what is the earth to look like
left to itself,
left to make its own image
of clay and rock and segmented worms
turning it all?
What image do the beasts take
even if a man cares for them?
And the maggots turning them all
when their bodies finally fall to the ground.
They were never immortal
with no given image.
The sky is a firmament
and imageless,
unless science soon reveals blue to be
image,
it will float to earth, mortal
like a handkerchief coming down to rest on top of the ground.
What image was the garden given
when all was sent out? That is autumn,
once a year,
when image dries on branches
from light hiding too long behind the horizon.
Litany: Leaving and Returning to Things Barely Remembered
1.
I am confounded
by the problem of pleasure:
the sweetness of ripe fruit
from this forest's floor
coming to me through my mouth
like days coming to babies
in a stirring. Then they open their eyes.
2.
As a truce to you
I will give back all the imperfect abilities I learned:
grammar, love, music, memory, breath, fear, et cetera.
And in turn you will have to take everything else:
my poor eyesight, spelling, love, fear, et cetera.
This truce will be signed at my death
in 50 or 60 years, or maybe tomorrow,
with my last breath drawn from the air you gave me.
3.
Come slowly,
with steps that human ears can hear
and take what you want
from this old farm house.
Take the chairs and table that my grandfather
and his wife would eat at,
and take the old family bible, left in its box,
the pictures and letters,
stored in the same cupboard as the bible,
take the Irish sipping whiskey
and put it all on the fire
that is being built in the yard,
so large that it will carry the ashes
like pigeons to places that need to remember.
Litany: In the Middle of Creation
Man play your part;
woman your own.
Together stand at the horizon-
the thin line between the sky,
from where the earth fell,
and the earth
from where man and woman fell.
Between both your hands hold the horizon line
like a rod
reaching across,
dividing sky
from all that is set in the soil,
and drag it down,
so the earth is no more
and you stand on only air.
Then raise the horizon
above your head
and all is soil,
holding moisture.
What used to be humidity,
clinging to the air,
now deep springs from which to drink.
And now finally replace
the horizon to divide
the sky as half
and the earth as the rest.
Stand still at the horizon-
the middle between the sky
that gives light
and the ground
that accepts it-
and wait,
between all the extremes of dirt and space,
in midsummer humidity,
until all falls back again-
like blood pumped by the heart
after spending all the oxygen it carried-
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