Why does anyone watch a particular video or film? I am guessing that most people at least "initially" gravitate towards a particular piece due to some familiarity with a person or persons involved. Why does anyone stop watching a particular video or film? Loss of interest? No direction? Too strange?
If any of the above is remotely accurate, the following music video does not have a lot going for it. For starters, few people are familiar with Emily Haines. Second, the first 15 seconds of the video involves a slow zoom of a girl in a pig mask. To top it off, the entire music video is filmed in the "negative". (Will make sense once you hit play)
When not performing "solo", Emily Haines gives her time to Canadian bands Metric and Broken Social Scene. Her recent "solo" album entitled "Knives Don't Have Your Back" comes soon after her father's death (poet Paul Haines ) and understandably carries a reflective tone about it. The following song, "Our Hell", is the first track of this album and is just as intriguing as the video itself.
Jaron Albertin, who directed the video, does not shy away from allusions and metaphors representing a reality that many are familiar with. The "seemingly" simple and peaceful images of friends amidst a beach scene are juxtaposed by the negative filter in which we experience them. Although this tension is represented visually throughout the video, it is the irony of a particular lyric that has captured my attention:
All this weight is honest worse We're moderate, we modernize Till our hell is a good life
Haines and Albertin are asking important questions relating to both our personal and social world: What is "good"? What is "perceived"? What is "broken"? What is "inevitable"?
The idea of life with others has a few inescapable and ironic realities. We deal with our stuff alone, yet the "alone" is amidst "others" (who are also dealing "alone"). Albertin and Haines play with these realities in a poignant way (see ending) and seem to be interested in the "how" in which we deal. Whether you are familiar with Haines or you like pig masks or not, I'm guessing you are familiar with "dealing" and "stuff". I invite you to these questions and leave you with one in which I ask myself... Is your hell a good life?
Our Hell (Lyrics) By Emily Haines (and the Soft Skeleton)
First went wrong is hard to find We're paralyzed, we apologize Our hell is a good life
Last went wrong Where's my prize? Under the lights Can we call it in? We'll be on the road
Can we stop? When we stop My back will turn Your face toward the fence
What I thought it was it isn't now What I thought it was it isn't now
All this weight is honest worse We're moderate, we modernize Till our hell is a good life All we know what to forget How to do right Coloring in the black hole
Can't we stop? When we stop My hands will shake My eyes will burn My throat will ache Watching you turn From me toward your friends
What I thought it was it isn't now What I thought it was it isn't Punishment to stall what is done What I thought was in is missing out What I thought it was it isn't now
There's a pattern in the system There's a bullet in the gun That's why I tried to save you But it can't be done It can't be done